Where does the Love go?

It's been a month I didn't post anything here, but I'm still alive..

Sometimes Facebook makes me sad, looking someone's status, their walls, their new uploaded pictures.. It makes me sad and hurt, and when that happens, I hate clicking Fb icon on my browser, afraid of what new things will be up that will make me sick looking at it.

What happened recently in fb making me question life once again. I have a guy friend, we've known since our matrix year, I noticed his relationship status with some new girl, not with his wife anymore. I know his wife, both he and his wife is our friend, me and my hubby. So, I thought oh maybe his wife changed her fb account and made a new one, but why different name? and I thought oh maybe they are just playing around?

Even when I confronted my hubby about this, hubby said maybe they're having problem in their marriage. But still I didn't believe it. I went and said to my hubby that maybe his fb has been hacked, and I asked my hubby to check with him about the relationship status.

That's how I've been reacting about it. I didn't believe that he is having an affair with other woman behind his wife back. Why affair? I had this feeling, his wife wrote at his fb wall, love you and miss you, just a month ago before this stuff goes out. And now, he decided to make it loud, that's when his wife stop posting anything on her fb wall. It's heartbreaking. Where does all the love go? I thought he is a loving husband, I thought he care about his wife so much remembering all the things he told me about him worrying over his wife everytime his wife went holidaying with her friends outside the country and all that sort of things. Those stories he told me was what keeping me believing himself. Until, he proved himself otherwise.

I hate married man behaving like a single man, I hate married man confessing he is available and unattached.. and most of all, I hate married man, goes after another woman before breaking properly with his wife. If you are a man, at least do it properly. Break your wife heart, do it, and then go chasing the other woman.